Is 'merajuk' considered as 'derhaka'

I always wonder, when I'm being such a pain in the ass for my husband, is that considered derhaka? In other word, merajuk la. Yup, bila merajuk kita akan guna kan perkataan yang tak berapa nak sedap didengar, nada pun lebih frekuensi dari biasa, pastu muke tak yah cakap la, masam macam nangka busuk. Tapi dalam hati ni kata 'I'm right and he's wrong'. And of course, he thinks the other way around. I always say to him that when I merajuk, it's because I need your attention (which I think every single woman would agree with me)

Dulu masa couple tak rasa bersalah sangat. But now its the husband, it always makes me feel guilty. Considering that he provide my needs and my wants, and this is what I give him in return? (Skang ni tengah 'waras' bole la pk camni, bila tgh marah, takdenye)

Looking it in a positive way, it helps me to understand more of what real married life is all about. As for me, I'm learning to act maturely like what a 20years married couples do.

Anyway, normal life isn't perfect. It's full of misunderstandings and arguments. But still I'm still wondering is that consider as derhaka

Ada apa dengan Bahasa Inggeris

Yes, I'm writing most of my blog posts in English. If I were to find an employee I prefer if they are able to write and speak English fluently. I also write most of my comments/posts in Facebook in English. I prefer my business dealings is conducted in English (phone conversation, letters, emails, etc) I dont know, but I feel Malay words so 'jiwang' sometimes..

But I LOVE my nation's languange ; Bahasa Melayu. Tak senang sebenarnya dengar org Melayu yang sangat2 mengagungkan English. Boleh mengagungkan, tapi Bahasa Melayu org2 tu kena la ok juga. Contohnya; ramai yang bangga sangat kalau budak2 kecik umur 2-3 tahun yang boleh cakap English. Tapi, Bahasa Melayu budak tu ok tak? Kalau dia pandai dua-dua, baru la boleh dibanggakan. Tapi kalau stakat fluent English je, tapi anak Melayu tatau cakap Melayu, takde maknanya. Contoh lagi, orang Malaysia kutuk gila Siti Nurhaliza tatau cakap English. Dia bukan tatau, tapi mungkin tak fluent. Tapi cuba tengok artis Korea / Taiwan /Japan / China yang dibangga2kan seluruh dunia tu, tau ke cakap English? Diorg pegi mana2 siap kene ada translator. Ntah2 one-two-three pun tatau. Tapi boleh je popular satu dunia. (I'm not backing CT altho i'm a fan, but it just occur to my mind) And for the record, u guys should read ct's writing in her CDs, song lyrics, her web comments, her vocabulary of Malay words is incredible! Well, can us do that? Me : No. (alamak terlebih puji plak)

I don't deny, I'm not fluent in writing especially in BM. Maybe it's because the 'tatabahasa' keeps changing and I couldnt track the current right way of pronouncing / writing some words. Contoh : dulu nak eja 'tatabahasa' , bole juga jadi skang ni dah 'tata bahasa' (ini contoh semata-mata)

Saya tak nak bahasa Melayu hilang di dunia. Kagum macamana Suharto (Indonesia's PM) can preserve their language sampai bangsa apa pun cakap Bahasa Indonesia kat sana. Tapi tula, kelemahannya, tak maju la plak negara dia. Susah juga kan?

p/s : Kalau la skarang macam zaman Parameswara (Bahasa Melayu adalah Bahasa Dunia)

Bakat

Hmm...semua kawan2 dah start knitting la, menjahit la..macam2. I cant start any coz apparently i dont have any talent!

Last week I went for the Pengantin Magazine photoshoot, and also, I discovered that I am not a camera friend (when it comes to a lot of people see u in front of the camera). Lebih kurang macam nak bagi speech kat atas pentas. Nervous. So the photos didnt turn out perfect. My opinion la. So that is the last job I would take for a magazine model. Payment pun stakat cover duit minyak je (dan akan dapat tahun depan, which is baik takyah bagi) , lagila tak memberangsangkan untuk mengimprove talent in front of the camera. The worst thing is die cukur kening ku!! (dah cakap suruh kemaskan je) tak suke!!

On the way, mmg prepare no make up at all, senang keje mekap artis

The new eyebrow yang senget sebelah. Benc

Di suatu malam yang hening…

4am..Bangun nak masak sahur ... as usual pegi meraba cari specs , samada kat dlm toilet / atas meja / or atas side table..ok, tak jumpe


Kat mana ni? Dah la gelap, bukak lampu la..cari bawah katil tak jumpe jugak


Ahhh…tak nampak boleh? Kejut hubby la..(selalu die tolong cari)


Ok, tak gerak walau seinci..kesian la pulak, takpela , cari lagi…


Tak jumpe jugak! Mana ni….geramnya..mmg sblm tidur tadi ada…


Hmm…….terpaksa la pakai lens tgh malam buta tu, kalau tak caner nak masak sahur..



Lps sahur carik2 rupenye my specs termasuk dalam handbag, what the … mmg tak terpk la nak cari dalam handbag kan..



Uwaaaaaaa…..nak buat lasik la cani..susah la rabun ni…

Marketing creative

Hey, I was so fascinated by this marketing strategy :

Kereta kancil membawa big promotion item macam tow truck tarik kereta rosak


I took this picture while driving sbb suke tgk!

Those are the Giant Hypermarket sale promotion. Are flyers getting more expensive than petrol? Whatever it is, i like the idea!