Thursday, December 11, 2008

Pengorbanan

Hmm..sungguh tak best kalau bende buat last minit..dulu time study mmg sangat la last minit.Kalau boleh sehari sebelum exam baru nak study. Time keje camtu (dikala kene hantar report etc)..skang ni pun last minit..kan dah kelam kabut..fikiran berkecamuk, etc

Setahun ada, tapi lagi 7 hari baru nak focus betul2..heishh..Im aiming for something big..which in the journey of hoping to reach the goal i'm so exhausted..actually mentally exhausted..not very much on physical..di kala ini semua nya dah makin samar...and im hoping for a miracle..

Looking back, the sacrifices that ive done was nothing much compare to org lain yg dah achieved their goals..sempena Hari Raya Qurban ni, teringat kisah nabi Ibrahim yang mengorbankan anaknya demi menuruti perintah Tuhan .. tak tercapai akal nak buat pengorbanan camtu..

Ok, berbalik kepada pengorbanan..my pengorbanan is setakat ;

1) tak g shopping
2) tak hangout with girlfriends
3) less time with loved ones
4) less time for myself
5) off to work 7.30 am everyday without fail

tu je? mana cukup..target punye la tinggi..but im still searching of what i havent done yet..ape ye..~putting my thinkin cap on~

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